its sad how things have changed... going through pictures made me sad.. but made me realize who my real friends are... so sad how some pictures had to get ripped up so i could delete the memory from my mind... i thought it'd be so hard to let things go,... but when you have the kind of friends i have... the friends that everyone wishes for...the friends i can call my sissies (road trip soon!! im gonna push my plans for hawaii back a few years! ), balky (i wouldnt be wannabe without you!), and butt (i want my rematch soon!)... tough times dont seem to so tough... they made me realize whats important.. and thats what i should keep my mind focused on. I love you guys!
ive come to a conclusion... that.. by this summer.. after i finish my state boards... hopefully i'll be out of here... leaving my east coast life behind me.. and moving on.... Hawaii... here i come!! Time to start a new life with my cousin whom i love dearly...Watch me make this happen....
in the words of my sissie Tracy: kdphi c h i LL y: that means we gotta make the most of this year kdphi c h i LL y: no wasting time kdphi c h i LL y: no regrets kdphi c h i LL y: and what ifs
::edit::
Wanna know how SLOW a Civic is?! Now think about it... acura rsx, subaru wrx, mazda 6 or rx8 all have commercials that show how fast the car can go... they show them driving and show them at 5-6000 rpns... but yet in a commercial for a civic.. the car is always parked.... ?!
stupid guys... now i know why i hate guys... all i ask is for people to be honest with me and guys cant even get that right... and even after their confronted about they situation they still dont even do anything about it... i just have two words for people like that... worthless shit. People like that were never worth my time... im sorry i even bothered with you. If you wanted me to hate you... consider it mission accomplished.
::Blah:: Ever get in those moods where you just wanna tear someone's head off.... and you just wanna run away and hide... cuz your afraid that you'll end up just losing it on even your closest friends? Yah that's how i felt... so ran away for a few days... but Im bak!! and ready to partaaayyy!!
::Goal for the week:: Beating BUTT in Literati!!! I'll get yoo! Youre lucky i wasnt trying those few times... LoL!!
//
// *** Smiley Script V 2.2 ***
//
// (c)2003 by EasterEgg, http://www.xanga.com/easteregg
//
// You can use this code freely, as long as the entire script remains intact.
//
// WHAT'S NEW?
//
// 1.0 (February 11, 2003)
// - initial release
//
// 2.0 (May 12, 2003)
// - cross browser: it runs in IE, Netscape, Mozilla and Opera
// - ready for the upcoming (beta tested) changes at Xanga
// - clickable smileys, even for non-IE users, displayed in buttons
// - customizable number of smileys displayed in one row
// - customizable smiley button size
// - easily adjustable: only two arrays to maintain
//
// 2.1 (May 12, 2003)
// - preloading images for faster performance
// - XP Bugfix
//
// 2.2 (May 17, 2003)
// - necessary adjustments made because of recent changes at Xanga
// - made suitable for Mac users!
// - runs only at the comment page for increased performance
//
// HOW TO USE:
// For use at Xanga only. Copy this entire code (including the script tags)
// and paste in the Website Stats box at your Look and Feel page. Make sure
// the previous version of this script (if any) is completely removed first.
//
// The script contains two arrays: "textSmileys" and "realSmileys". The items
// present in the array "textSmileys" will be automatically replaced with the
// corresponding images in the array "realSmileys". You can modify the arrays
// as you see fit, as long as both arrays keep the exact same number of items.
//
// For example, suppose you want to add some smiley to the script... that would mean
// in "textSmileys" you would add a shorthand like ":some_smiley:" or {somesmiley},
// and in "realSmileys" you would add it's url: "http://www.dude.com/some_smiley.gif".
//
// SETTINGS:
// - "maxNumberOfSmileysPerRow": number of smileys that will be displayed in one row.
// Smileys above that number will automatically be added to a new line. 10 by default.
// - "buttonSize": size of the smiley buttons in pixels. 30 px by default.
//
// AVAILABILITY:
// The script has been tested in the latest versions of IE, Netscape,
// Mozilla and Opera (Windows 98).
//
function typeSmiley(sSmiley)
{
if (document.getElementsByTagName('textarea')[0].getAttribute('name') == 'bdescr')
var editor = document.getElementsByTagName('textarea')[0];
else
{
var allTextAreas = document.getElementsByTagName('textarea');
for (i = 0; i < allTextAreas.length; ++i)
{
if (allTextAreas[i].getAttribute('name') == 'bdescr')
{
var editor = allTextAreas[i];
break;
}
}
}
editor.value = editor.value + sSmiley;
}
function replaceTextSmileys()
{
// ***add textual emoticons to the array below
var textSmileys = new Array(
":)",
":(",
";(",
":-P",
":D",
":love:",
":ack:",
":sweat:",
":poo:",
"{v}",
"{x}",
":guy1:",
":girl1:",
":guy2:",
":girl2:",
":fist:",
":thumbsup:",
":one:",
":zero:",
":two:",
":five:",
":cam:",
":tele:",
":cell:",
":fax:",
":pc:",
":mic:",
":vid:",
":tape:",
":tv:",
":zzz:",
":ques:",
":exc:",
":bunny:",
":cat:",
":tiger:",
":bear:",
":dog:",
":mouse:",
":whale:",
":penguin:",
":monkey:",
":pig:",
":rose:",
":xmastree:",
":snowman:",
":sun:",
":moon:",
":sunrise:",
":flower:",
":clover:",
":leaf:");
// *** add the url's from the corresponding images below
var realSmileys = new Array(
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/86.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/89.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/88.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/91.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/87.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/92.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/93.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/94.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/90.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/8.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/34.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/4.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/5.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/6.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/7.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/15.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/18.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/17.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/16.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/19.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/20.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/3.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/11.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/12.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/13.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/14.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/48.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/49.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/128.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/129.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/143.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/32.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/33.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/58.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/77.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/78.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/79.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/80.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/81.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/82.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/85.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/99.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/101.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/44.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/43.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/57.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/59.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/61.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/83.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/102.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/105.gif",
"http://www.fuchu.or.jp/~tenshi/1kb/sozai/icon/emoji/117.gif");
// *** number of smileys that will be displayed per row
var maxNumberOfSmileysPerRow = 21;
// *** button size in pixels
var buttonSize = 20;
// preloading images
var preloadedImages = new Array(realSmileys.length);
for (i = 0; i < preloadedImages.length; ++i)
{
preloadedImages[i] = new Image();
preloadedImages[i].src = realSmileys[i];
}
var allTableData = document.getElementsByTagName('td');
var indx;
var smiley;
var replacement;
for (var i = 0 ; i < allTableData.length ; ++i )
{
for ( var n = 0 ; n < textSmileys.length; ++n )
{
if ((allTableData[i].innerHTML.toUpperCase().indexOf('TABLE') == -1) &&
(allTableData[i].innerHTML.indexOf('previewHTML()') == -1))
{
indx = allTableData[i].innerHTML.indexOf(textSmileys[n]);
if (indx != -1)
{
while (indx != -1)
{
replacement = '';
indx = allTableData[i].innerHTML.indexOf(textSmileys[n]);
smiley = ''
replacement = allTableData[i].innerHTML.replace(textSmileys[n],smiley);
allTableData[i].innerHTML = replacement;
}
}
}
}
}
if (document.URL.indexOf('weblogs') != -1)
{
var smileyCollection = new Array(realSmileys.length);
var smileyBar = '';
if (document.getElementById('htmleditor'))
{
for (i = 0; i < smileyCollection.length; ++i)
{
smileyCollection[i] = '';
}
}
else
{
for (i = 0; i < smileyCollection.length; ++i)
{
smileyCollection[i] = '';
}
}
for (i = 0; i < smileyCollection.length; ++i)
{
if (i != 0)
if ( (i/maxNumberOfSmileysPerRow).toString().indexOf('.') == -1)
smileyBar = smileyBar + ' ';
smileyBar = smileyBar + smileyCollection[i];
}
// add SmileyBar
infoLink = '' +
'Smiley Script
';
smileyBarHtml = ' Add Emoticons ' +
'Simply add emoticons to your comments by clicking them! ' +
infoLink + smileyBar + '
';
if (navigator.userAgent.indexOf('Mac') == -1)
{
if (document.getElementById('htmleditor'))
var obj1 = document.getElementById('htmleditor').parentNode;
else
{
if (document.getElementsByTagName('textarea')[0].getAttribute('name') == 'bdescr')
var obj1 = document.getElementsByTagName('textarea')[0].parentNode;
else
{
var allTextAreas = document.getElementsByTagName('textarea');
for (i = 0; i < allTextAreas.length; ++i)
{
if (allTextAreas[i].getAttribute('name') == 'bdescr')
{
var obj1 = allTextAreas[i].parentNode;
break;
}
}
}
}
var obj2 = document.createElement('span');
obj2.setAttribute('ID','idSmileyBar');
obj2.innerHTML = smileyBarHtml;
obj1.insertBefore(obj2,obj1.firstChild);
}
else
{
// alternative solution for the Mac
for (var i = 0 ; i < allTableData.length ; ++i )
{
if ((allTableData[i].innerHTML.toUpperCase().indexOf('TABLE') == -1) &&
(allTableData[i].innerHTML.indexOf('previewHTML()') == -1))
{
if (allTableData[i].innerHTML.toUpperCase().indexOf('(OPTIONAL)') != -1)
{
var temp = allTableData[i].innerHTML;
allTableData[i].innerHTML = temp + ' ' + smileyBarHtml;
break;
}
}
}
}
}
}
if (document.URL.indexOf('weblogs') != -1)
replaceTextSmileys();
//
// ?003 EasterEgg, http://www.xanga.com/easteregg
//
// For use at Xanga only.
//
// This script replaces any given word or text fragment with
// whatever you want: new words and fragments, or even HTML!
//
// Actually it's pretty simple: add the words or fragments you
// wish to replace to the array "oldWords" (each word placed
// between double quotation marks, and separated by colons as you
// can see below) and add their replacements to the array "newWords",
// at the same position as the original words in "oldWords".
// The example is pretty self-explaining.
//
// The script is case sensitive, meaning that if you add "something"
// to "oldWords" array it will not recognize "SOMETHING", or "SoMetHInG".
//
// You can adjust the existing arrays in this code as you see fit,
// as long as both arrays keep the same size (same amount of words
// in both arrays), otherwise a script error will occur.
//
// Copy this entire code and paste in the webstats box at your
// Look and Feel page.
//
// You're free to use this script as long as this comment remains intact,
// and as long you won't use it to cripple the comments of your visitors;
// after all, no one likes his/her words getting twisted...
//
function replaceWords()
{
// ***add the words or fragments you wish to replace below
var oldWords = new Array(
"Sites I Read",
"My Blogrings",
"Get Involved!",
"Posting Calendar",
"Real Name:",
"Expertise:",
"Website:",
"Email:",
"Stats",
"Member since:",
"Hobbies:",
"Birthday:",
"search all xanga",
"add e-props",
"add comments",
"search this site");
// *** add the replacing words or fragments below
var newWords = new Array(
"FwendZ",
"BlogZ",
"BLaH",
"What Happened?",
"Me:",
"Talents:",
"Webby:",
"Email:",
"Statistics:",
"Been here since:",
"I adore:",
"Special Day",
"Search everywhere",
"*PuccaZ*",
"*Cinnamon BabiZ*",
"Search here");
allTableData = document.getElementsByTagName('td');
allTableHeaders = document.getElementsByTagName('th');
var collections = new Array(allTableData,allTableHeaders);
for (var k = 0 ; k < collections.length ; ++k )
{
for (var i = 0 ; i < collections[k].length ; ++i )
{
if (collections[k][i].innerHTML.indexOf('TABLE') == -1)
{
for ( var n = 0 ; n < oldWords.length; ++n )
{
var indx = collections[k][i].innerHTML.indexOf(oldWords[n])
while (indx != -1)
{
var replacement = '';
indx = collections[k][i].innerHTML.indexOf(oldWords[n]);
replacement = collections[k][i].innerHTML.replace(oldWords[n], newWords[n]);
collections[k][i].innerHTML = replacement;
break;
}
}
}
}
}
}
replaceWords();
), balky (i wouldnt be wannabe without you!), and butt (i want my rematch soon!)... tough times dont seem to so tough... they made me realize whats important.. and thats what i should keep my mind focused on. I love you guys!
I miss someone special.... do you know who?
Yah that's how i felt... so ran away for a few days... 